But God....
When I was first saved, Gods Word was so new to me. I had never read it before. It came alive in my heart as I read the gospel of John. I was intrigued by Jesus and his response to people and their needs. I ate it up. I was a new creature according to his Word. I believed God and became like a child when it came to my faith. This is a miracle in itself. I was not always so trusting. But to be honest, I had come to the end of myself. I was a very bitter young woman of whom life had thrown one too many curves. I was desperate, lonely, forsaken and very angry. God knew all this. He was always there, patiently waiting for me to see my need for Him. Its sad that I had to come to that place to actually look up, and see that I couldn't live this life on my own. I had made so many mistakes and bad decisions. I only had myself to blame. Even though I didn't know it, God had always had a plan for my life. His word tells us that. ...